Ang Majica ni Mayo: Kristel Ann Cruz

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Sunday, May 1, 2011

Maggie Turns 1!!!

Happy Birthday Maggie

This weekend was extra special....

I finally found the time to celebrate the 1st birthday of my camera Maggie! I know it may look insane.. Why the hell do I have to celebrate an object's birthday?.. and why did I give my camera a name in the 1st place? In Filipino, I'd say, "PAKE MO?" (Why should you care?") Hehehehe

Many people have asked me for quite some time and my answer would always be the same. I give names to my things because I treat them as my friends. I value them a lot because I worked hard to afford them with my own sweat and tears. As I've written in my past entries, I don't have many possessions. I'm not a big fan of the latest gadgets. I'm not luxurious when it comes to fashion. I only buy the things which I know are essential for my development. I choose practicality over style.

Anyways, as you know, I've been working like crazy lately. Last week, I thought I was gonna die. I already had some dreams wherein people were telling me I was gonna do so (probably due to soaring stress levels). Fortunately, with enough moral support and optimism... I'm still A-OK! I'm actually starting to enjoy it! I'm learning a lot of valuable lessons (I will write a separate article about it). It was not until I saw my payslip when I realized, I earned a few extra cash. I can somehow save extra now to buy extra stuff for my hobbies and to make mum happy!


mum

For Maggie's 1st birthday, I've decided to buy a new sleeker bag. I wasn't satisfied by the big bulky ugly bag from Nikon. It looked too obvious that I was carrying a camera so I find it unsafe to bring outside. I bought a triangular camera sling bag fit for my telefoto lens. Also, I bought a huge 5 in 1 reflector so I can take better outdoor shots next time! I'm so excited for my next outdoor shoot! I must invite Krissy again! I'm currently trying to watch some instructional videos on how to use reflectors... I believe I need to try it out myself.

my gifts: a new bag and reflector

perfect fit!

Hmmmm Another reason why I wanted to earn extra is because, I wanna get more equipment coz I'm planning to study intermediate photography at the university. I know I still have to learn a lot!

Mom was also happy for me because I finally bought these stuff. She has always been very supportive of my endeavors. She told me she's happy that I turned out to be more than she expected... a very responsible and talented yet down to earth person (aaawwww! makes me wanna cry). She felt proud because she knows how hard I worked to afford them. I don't earn a lot you see, so I do my best to get other means to get by. It may be hard, but it's all worth it!

Before going home, we dropped by my favorite cake shop to buy a small cake for Maggie so the celebration would look real! heheeh I immediately took pictures as soon as we got home!
Mum was very excited about the whole thing! Her wish for me was that for me to save enough to buy a new lens or another camera. She hopes I can be a successful photographer in the coming days. (Wow! Thanks Ma!)

the birthday cake

mum enjoyed the cake a lot!

I know that Maggie may not be the best dslr camera out there, but I may say that I learned so many things by using her. Her lack of extra features pushed me to study more to achieve better shots. Maggie taught me to persevere, be patient and be more appreciate of the world around me. We also shared countless adventures (just look at my God knows how many albums on facebook) since I bought her last year. My life had an upheaval upon her arrival, and I will never be the same =)

one proud mum as well

I know there will be more and more adventures in the coming days..... I know there will be more good memories........

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Mayo Got Krissyfied.....

am I blooming or what?

I love making people feel special. I don't possess a lot of material things...but I do opt to get the things which I know will make me grow.

1st shoot with Krissy

I value connections rather than collections. I may not have all the things that money can buy but I am proud to say that I do have the best group of pals which one could ever have. They are my earth angels, my pillars of strength. Due to the happiness and love which they fill me with, I made a vow to myself to always be there for them and support them. This week, I'd like to feature another good friend of mine. A fellow blogger and my one and only kikay friend Krissy!

To give you a little background, Kristel a.k.a. Krissy was introduced to me by guess who? hehehehe Uncle Frank again! yey! You see, after Frank and I got in-touch again last year, my network of friends started multiplying! Frank is indeed fortunate to have lots of great people around him, I'm also happy that I got to know most of them. I heard that long before Krissy and I met, Frank has already mentioned me and my blog to her. He knew perhaps that we'd click due to our very talkative nature. Our first bonding if I'm not mistaken was when I visited her place with then roommate Mami Sha in Roosevelt, QC. I just started learning on how to use my camera that time. She's actually my 1st model right after my Portraits 101 class with Sir Nicolay. Our 1st informal shoot was very casual yet pleasant. I got the chance to get to know her and build a photographer-model rapport. I'm glad she liked my shots. A few months after that, we finally scheduled our 1st formal shoot at UP Diliman along with Watcher Concepcion then after a few months again, scheduled another shoot this time with Frank at the Quezon Memorial Circle.

during our 1st formal shoot at UP

me teaching Krissy to look fierce!! Grroowwll!!

i love this very candid shot

As time went by, this photographer/model relationship bloomed into a very beautiful friendship. Aside from photo shoots, she'd sometimes invite me to her blog events. I don't really read other blogs (too lazy) but I really enjoy reading hers! I also got the chance to meet lots of beautiful people because of her! You see, Krissy and I are very different in many ways. We have different tastes in fashion, food, music etc yet still, she's one of the top girlfriends on my list perhaps because when we talk, we can relate to each other very well. Furthermore, I believe we have a lot of respect for one another. With her, like my other girlfriends, I can talk sense. She knows how to listen and gives wise insights on the topics which we discuss. I will never forget the time when we both cried while inside the bus during one of our girl talks. ("iyakan sa bus") =)

at the Candy Fair!

Sugar overload with the girls..

hanging around in her pad

A couple of weeks ago, I was then again visited by good old misery. I thought I was gonna lose it! I knew I needed help and she suddenly crossed my mind for I knew she would understand. I contacted her and luckily, she was about to watch a movie with her other girlfriends (Mich and Flex) and she invited me to join. Over dinner, I told her my grief. I was touched when I learned she hardly had any sleep, yet chose to listen to me that day. I really appreciate what she did. She made me feel I wasn't alone. I found a friend in her =)

life saver!!

Last weekend, I invited her to my favorite date place. I wanted to spend time with her because I heard she had a tough time again the other week. After her shift last Sunday, I took her to Cubao Expo. Bellini's is still #1 in my list due to its authentic feel, great ambiance and superb service! I believe this place is for special people so I really wanted to treat her here as expression of my gratitude and to celebrate our friendship! As soon as we entered, I requested the waiter to give us the best seat in the house!!!! Too bad they ran out of Sweet Wine AArrrggghh (every authentic Italian experience ain't complete without wine)!! We ordered pasta, pizza and a huge slice of the best god damn fudge cake I've ever tasted ( I didn't like the racist name though)! Also, my favorite waiter Randy gave us free shots of dessert wine on the house! Weeee (it really pays to have lots of acquaintances!)!! We had such a great time in experiencing those dishes together, taking photos and of course talking about life in general! The whole experience was splendid!

Ohhhh lala!!

havin' a great time!

authentic emotions..

The Seafood olo Scoglio tasted really nice!!

"ang Sarap!!"

Meet Randy, the headwaiter!

Randy gave us free dessert wine!! On the house!!

pinky up as always!!

It's really nice to have a circle of trusted friends to watch your back. Sometimes, I couldn't help but wonder why guys fail to see how valuable we are.... perhaps we are reserved for someone really deserving! Right now I believe we are in this stage of self-awareness or cultivation (as I'd like to call it). Like budding flowers with lots of space to grow... waiting to bloom.

shot during our photo session at the Quezon Memorial Circle

a perfect afternoon indeed!

Like any good friend, of course I would hate to see her cry... but in my case, I wouldn't mind seeing her grieve once in a while because I'd like her to go through tough times and learn life's lessons in order to grow. The only way to learn is to actually experience it! I believe we all have to learn things the hard way to enable us level-up and be stronger. I know that there are yet tougher times and tears to shed but the thought of having people like her (as well as Mitch, Badeth, Frank etc) to catch you makes your existence more meaningful. =)

Thank You Krissy for being an earth angel to me! For listening, for sharing those tears, great conversations as well as for sharing your dreams and allowing me to catch a glimpse of your soul in the wonderful photos you've given me. I look forward in more great times with you! Thank You!!

Friday, December 31, 2010

2010 BEST PORTRAITS

For my 2nd set of best photos, I'd like to show you my best portraits (classic and photojournalistic) for this year.

I became more interested in people this year due to this newly found passion. Before I thought I was the worst when it came to portraiture but it turns out I'm that bad at all. It seems I've somehow developed my own style. Not sure if I'm good with the classic posed portraits or the candids. Honestly speaking, both styles have different impacts on me.

Classic Portraits -at 1st I though I suck at this big time! But with thorough practice, imagination and genuine interest in people, I believe I have improved a lot. It really pays to persevere. A portrait for me is more than just a pretty face or a smile....it's mainly about 2 important factors... the subject and the photographer.

Subject: the success of a portraits lies on the relationship of the model to his/her photographer. The better rapport you have, the more relaxed and natural it'll look. My aim is always to bring out each person's character, innermost desires/thoughts and experiences as written in their faces. Portraits are very private I believe..for me, I feel that my subjects have this certain level of trust in me for allowing me to take a glimpse of their soul. It's not all about the colors or what the eyes can perceive... it's way way beyond that... I think this is what makes it sooo fascinating.

I believe this is one of my 1st good portraits of Krissy. I wanted to bring out her "kikay" personality

I'm very proud of this photo.. it looks so glam! Sophisticated look achieved. Our photos from this pictorial enabled her to enter the finals for this shampoo contest. So so proud of my work!

I like the colors and the editing of this one... looks magical! She looks like a goddess

I love the spontaneity of this shot. I find it very funny. It sure brings back memories from our visit to the zoo. She was so terrified with our feathered friend.

This photo is truly a winner! This is very special because this was my 1st attempt to ever join a photo contest.. and it won 1st place! I remember how I felt that day... it motivated me a lot to better my craft.

A raw photo from my 1st portrait class with sir Nicolay. I never bothered editing it coz it's perfect as it is...

A very playful photo of Buchak... I'm very good with kids but so far, this is my only formal shoot with a child. I hope to have more next year.

A glam pose from Krissy during our fun shoot at circle. I think is photo looks very fresh.

Photojournalistic - Honestly speaking, I feel more fulfilled with candids due to its honesty. Nothing beats true emotions and it takes a skilled eye and finger to click that shutter at the right time. I love the fact that they were not aware when I took them... this is what you get from following your instincts... a photo which shows a person's innermost feelings and desires... The following photos are very meaningful to me...

natural....

what a day for a daydream....

hopeful...

support....

A very emotional shot taken at a very solemn moment...

A photo of mom from one of our lunch dates... both of us are tea drinkers. It was a fine afternoon and I'm glad to have spent it with her.

My contemporary in photography and one of my favorite portrait photographers Frank.. I think this is a classic one since it's rare to capture him with a serious face. Leaves me often wondering what was going on his mind during this time.. hmmmm

I took this one by accident.... I wanted to get some really raw emotions during this time (La Salle Bombing).

A candid photo of the playful princess Buchak

I felt how the person she's waiting for mattered to her life a lot.

A proud loving father waiting for his child to finish the Bar exam. I can feel how he worked so hard to send his kid to school.. Nothing beats the love and sacrifice a parent gives for the future of his children.

Though they are looking, I consider this still candid because I took this really quick. They were just so happy to be safe from harm after the commotion.

I feel very happy to see my friend fulfilling his dream. So full of potential. I believe he's a more talented photographer than I am because this is what he really wanted for a long time. He was the one who influenced me to try photography.

I hope to capture more and more emotions and precious moments.... I feel so blessed to have this gift in me. I feel very thankful that I'm able to share my talents to the world. 

I wonder what my 2011 photos will look like....