Friday, October 29, 2010

Growing with Maggie...

If you remember I've discussed about new subjects which I'd like to shoot.. well, if you noticed, my blog is slowly transforming from a food blog into a photo blog nowadays. In the past weeks, I've discovered this new liking for photojournalistic shots. I've already developed a romance with classic portraiture but  in between taking photos of faces, I found myself craving to shoot objects... objects which symbolize my model. I'm fascinated in my ability to put life into an innate object.

Nowadays, I'm becoming really interested in candids... natural emotions. Shots of unaware subjects. They always leave me curious.... I wonder what they're thinking of... their deepest darkest desires. With photography, I can vividly express what's on my mind.









 I recently discovered that I actually possess a "pulse" in capturing exact moments and this ability to turn an ordinary scene into something interesting as commented by my critiques.


As I find myself in a middle of an event or a shoot, I'd notice how my mind would whisper words/phrases like a poetic verse which leads me to shoot a certain frame. Each photo.. a different line and by the time I upload them on my pc, I'd sew them all together and create a somewhat poetic photo story. I dunno exactly how I do it... it just comes naturally. I feel like the author of my own fairy tale.


Due to this pursuit in capturing more raw emotions, I've finally decided to upgrade to a new lens with a longer focal length which will enable me to capture long-range shots. This week I bought a 70-300mm manual focus lens (pardon me for the low quality shot). I know most shutterbugs would prefer a VR lens (autofocus and vibration reduction) over a manual one, but aside from being really really cheap as compared to VR lenses, I felt it's high time for me to further train my "eye" so manual focusing would be just perfect. Also, using a 300mm lens can really allow me to zoom-in! At first it was really difficult! It was like getting to know my cam again but after some time, I realized its difference from my kit lens. I now have more control on the subject. I can choose which ones to blur. I also get better BOKEH and well defined subjects. I can now make tight shots from afar! It's really amazing! Let me show you some of my test shots today...

 with my new lens, I'm able to take a peek at what people are reading hihihihihi

 notice the blur and defined subject

 I can now take close-up shots of unreachable objects

 nice blurred background ..

 Another defined subject. Amazing how manual focusing trains the "eye"

 I've been having difficulty with this kind of shot with my previous lens.. but now it's easy!


 Shot from afar while I saw my co-teacher dancing with herself.


 another shot where I was able to define my subject

Another candid shot from afar while my co-worker checks her own cam.



Passion is something which I possess that will never ever be taken away from me. This photo very much expresses how much I love what I'm doing. I was thinking how much I loved myself and my art during this time.. I'm amazed on how my camera was able to capture it perfectly!

I still have to train more. I believe I really have to train hard and discipline myself in order to be very good in this. I believe that all my hard work and sacrifices will someday pay off.  It's time to level-up, not just my equipment but my own skills as well! Slowly but surely, one step at a time.. I will patiently hone my skills. I'm doing myself a really big favor. Time to do things on my own. Sick and tired of being used and abused by others.

High time to get fuckin' serious with photography!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

An Afternoon of Solemn Isolation

Let me share a very intimate moment with you...

After a tearful episode, I struggled to seek solitude and isolation so I found myself sitting alone in a homey cafe

 Funny how the universe teaches us lessons. Sometimes, the answer is just there staring right at your face.


 Nothing beats a hot cup of tea to soothe my innermost wounds. I usually go for relaxing Chamomile.

Since I got into photography, I started this fascination with objects particularly with empty chairs. A table with 2 chairs facing each other reminds me of people having an intimate conversation... an exchange of thoughts... a situation which I love doing.

At this corner I found loads of books to fill ones mind. A very inviting place indeed with mood lights so dramatic.

Nothing fancy this time.. tea, slices of bread and cheese to nourish and pamper myself.

Even the simplest of things can look really chic and bring you loads satisfaction. All you really have to do is use your imagination

 It was the perfect time to write.... good thing I always have my journal with me. I treasure moments like these for these are moments where I find wisdom from within.


I had to acknowledge what was going on and during that time, this was how I truly felt. I felt used. Most people whom I love are taken away from me. Don't they deserve me? Or is it the other way around? It's normal to feel hurt when you are being judged on something and wrongly accused. Not to mention to be in a highly confusing state wherein you have no right to ask and confirm things. Sometimes, it's better to keep quiet and allow time to take its course.

It's hard to cry alone with no shoulder to turn to..no warmth to feel so I guess I have to learn to comfort myself as tears fall from my eyes. I remember holding a piece of bread on my left and a tissue on my right.

I find it very helpful to write about my feelings. I feel one with myself when I do so. I know I'm no writer but I believe everyone has the right to express what's on his/her mind. Nothing beats a hadwritten heartfelt journal. I know a lot of people find it hard to manually write nowadays.. in my case, it's a must to still see my own handwriting.

I will wait for you whoever you are.... I have nothing to offer but this empty space beside me and myself whom you can turn to and forever keep you warm. I may be alone for now, but I know this is just temporary.

A fine imprint in your heart which will always be treasured, never forgotten is but what I will leave you with.
Inside me is a spark of hope that no matter what may unfold,  I will surely rise above this.


my only wish for now 


is to somehow to not be forgotten......

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

I Am No Dreamer... (a story of LOVE)

I am no dreamer... as you can see

but in this world I live in...

perfection is all I see!


cotton candied skies...


colors in ever vibrant hues....


angels come to life....


love so ever true...


I live in a world where fairy tales do come true


and believe it or not... it's all because of YOU! *wink *wink


I know you are out there.....



waiting for me as well


I hope the Gods would hear my plea


to somehow draw you a little closer to me


So we can spend each sunset together


Share a cup of ice cream or two...


We'd laugh each waking day...


and dream of each other every night


I will wait patiently for you my darling... =)


no matter how many rainy days would pass..


this passion inside me will keep blooming


Don't be afraid for I know this will last


For now I will stare at the ceiling.... I hope it won't take too long


I am no dreamer but until then I will keep on dreaming of you..


until we write this new chapter together...

and like in all fairy tales...

let's live happily ever after...



Monday, October 4, 2010

A Trip To The Candy Fair

Let me take you to a wondrous place..


where you can travel back in time...


 A place where balloons are in their vibrant bloom!


 a place to be one with the juveniles....


 A candy girl.... yes still I am!


a lass about to bloom.... awaiting flight!

various pallets to fit your mood 


smiles, smiles and so much more...

funky hats reserved for a rainy day.... I so adore!

boys busted moves while girls played roles as shutterbugs.....

It wouldn't be as perfect if it wasn't shared with a friend you love

In this place I felt a different vibe..

for this day, colors seem to be so alive!

the youngsters made their marks... eager to be heard

 Cutie stuff filled my senses...

but I said "no thanks! got a lot of expenses!"

Shimmering charms... so inviting. You may even wear a mask and be someone else  if you please

These earrings I have yet to buy!! Ruby gems I wanna try!

I roamed each corner...found shades so cool

Couldn't take my eyes off this .... I'm indeed a fool!

 A bouquet of  lollipops is what I someday wanna receive....

 from someone who will lock me forever in his heart



In Candy Land I forever wanna be...



'coz it's a place fit for a sweet queen like ME!!!
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